rather dislike

ya, still sick, and i rather dislike being sick..

sick=bed rest all the time? i guess not, why? because when i got sick, [in this case, not a severe sickness] i hate bed rest all day long, i prefer go out, feel the warmness from sunlight, enjoy fresh air, and im doing that in order to relax my body, eh maybe if im in a good mood, i will study /totally lie

and now, im in my room, seeing through the window, because it have just rain by now, and i like the weather, feel so cool and so beauty and So Ah [?], maybe if i didnt sick, i would go out, watch the rain in front of my face, feel its coolness, see its brightness, running along my yard, walking by myself, see the rainbow after rain, and i realize, this is miracle, amazing, and so wonderful.. Oh my Greatful God, God create this beauty, God create this rain, God create that awesome rainbow, God create every thing in this world, create every little thing to biggest thing..

ah..but what i can do? im still sick, cannot do many things, i just pray to God, thanks to Him..and then, i think now i need a deep rest, and wish me get well soon ya ^^