What is Now #3

Hi everyone!
Its been a looong time since I wrote something here.
The last was about almost last year, interested? Click here to read.

On the last post, I wrote about what is now is closely related to what is past. I mean like, the past and the present as well as the future are interwined. We, maybe, don't know what the future holds. Yet, faithfully believe, let the fact be as what we put our faith in.

Ngomong-ngomong, by the way, anyway, all the way, I was  really curious about what I have written in my post about how the past affects the future. So let's talk about the future I am faithfully believe. I said that in the post (What is Now #2) I did something in the past that somehow connects to the state I am in now. What was that? Before continue reading the post, please kindly read this post so that you will know what I really mean.

You guys should know that I am smiling when I am writing this post, why? Because I thank God that He has made everything wonderful. If you have read the post, I believe you see her. Please do see this one (and only) girl (for me):

Haha and you finally know where this post leads. Yes! It's true, it leads to her. She is Yoesis Ika Pratiwi, sounds familiar? Yes, sounds so good to me.

Yes, it's her, the very same girl, oh no, now she is a woman :)

Many stories had happened between us, some sad, many beautiful.

If we see ourselves, and see each other, we know that life is beautiful. And I know that she is beautifully pretty. Our life was good, our life is better, our life will be best. We know that God has made it so. We may not be perfect, yet we are eager to be.

Yoesis Ika Pratiwi, I thank God that I meet you, that I can be with you.

And I can't help thinking that one day, soon, I hear a 'YES' from you.

Yoesis, if you are reading this, you should know that God loves you, there are many people love you, and no-silly-question-needed that I do love you!

My dear Yoe. There are things that I can't even express them to you.

When I see you, and you occasionally say 'Baby kenapa sih kok liatin aku kayak gitu?', that's the time when even language can't express what is inside my head, and my heart, hmmmm or maybe ya just because I fond of seeing you hahahaha

Dear Yoe, I may be not (yet) as good as I promise you to be. Do support me okay.

We need God, and I need you; together we can be better; we achieve greater!

You are the heir of the gracious gift of life for me.

Love you.

Oh ya, by the way, the first picture of her was taken by me, a good one right? I know that I am a talented artist. Hahaha.

1 Peter 3:7 "...as heirs with you of the gracious gift of life, so that nothing will hinder your prayers."

What is Now #2

Hi.
By looking at my last post, wow its really something. Last post of mine was on January 2016.
That means I have not written anything for more than a year. Haha, many things have passed.

Let's talk about now.
I, sometimes to often, wonder why I write things on my blog. If I get to think about that, I found a simple answer, which are - memories. I create something more, not merely just a writing. Why so? I have some reasons. Let's talk :)

First, recently, I found out a picture of someone in my g-drive's photo album. Its not a 'no one', its 'someone' haha if you know hat I mean. Later on I will write about her. Yes! Its a her hehe. Okay, kembali ke laptop, It turned out that I had written something and I put her picture inside. It has already been 4 years, in 2013 to be exact. It made me realize that, wow, it is interesting how something in the past affect some others in the future. That is one. What we have done in the past somehow affects what is now.

Second, I found out how hyperbolic I was. Oh God haha when I re-read my writings, I thought on myself "Really? Is that you, Yosua? How could you be that funny, and lil bit weird and alay?" Haha. But that is the funny part, even I don't want to delete my older posts. Someday, I will gladly re-read my posts and hopefully, smile all the way. It makes me realize how far I have grown. Then, the writings can help me to grow. And I think For the future, I want to fill in this blog with something more useful. There will always be story, then I hope, I can make a good story of my life, and make them as blessings o others. That is two. The writings help me grow better.

Last, back to the start. Its all about memories. Memories still, someone told me that. So, this is the most part: memories. By writing, it somehow brings back memories. Its true that not all memories are good. Because there are bad past and good past. Still, I suppose that memories still, and memories can be tokens for us whether we should or shouldn't 'repeat' the bad past. Past cannot be changed. What past is past. We should look forward, and make the future be the best version of ourselves. That is three. What past is past, and future surely looks brighter.

Ending: God holds our future, He holds my future. Making future be the best version of myself? Sounds really good to me.

See you.

What is Now

Hi.
It turned out that it has already new year, and now its 2016.
Still, I remain the same. Handsome and awesome.
But, I havent finished my study, am still struggling to finish my study and finally got a simply "S.Pd." Hmm, its not that simple, I rethink. :D

Last post is on March 2015. There I said I would share my thoughts and feels, yet I havent been able to write, or maybe I just got no intended intention to intent to write.

Alright, let's just skip.
I more likely want to share about what I feel, now.
Now I am on the edge of my study in ED-LU. On the edge means that soon I will get my title. But, I guess something is up against me. You know what? Its myself. No. They are myself, and myself. Two opposite sides. Arguing each other. Spending to much time to talk and mantain the next step.

Myself 1 : Hey, you should keep it for you!
Myself 2 : No, it is ought to be told! Please do tell!
Me          : Shut up both of you. Its my turn to decide.

And Me, I, decided not to tell; following myself.

Myself 1 : Hmm, it looks like you should cope with this.
Myself 2 : Ah, that's ridiculous. You can't do that. Not alone.
Me          : Hmm, I will muster myself.

And Me, I, decided to cope; following myself.

Myself 1 ; Look, that's what you get!
Myself 2 : Hmm, it's nothing, you're greater than this.
Me          : Was it? Am I?

And Me, I, decided to be here; following myself.

The  story of Me, myself and myself has not indicating that it would come to an end.
For sure, we, who are good, will get what is good.
So, be good.
Happy happy :)

March on 2015

Hi there blog.
Feels like a thousand years since I take care of this blog.
Yaa, actually its maybe a year. Last post was written on March 2014, now, here we are: March on 2015

Now I have been on my sixth semester of English Department Lampung University. A lot of things had happened. Still, I remain the same. I am Yosua Permata Adi, a child, a brother, a bestfriend, a friend, or just a random someone writing on a random post on a random blog. So many randoms there. Randomly write random post. Haha what are you talking about hey?

You know?
When I read my old post, smile brewed on my face. I never thought I can be that hilarious, and so hyperbolic. Yet still, that is me. One thing making me curious is that on my cbox, there is someone wrote "I miss your post, when you will post again?". Yaa, that's true that I dont know who she is, but maybe it is true that its a 'she'. If you know what I mean :)

Okay for you, Ms. Me, I guess you have already known all, but I will tell you what had happened in this past year. In 2014, we had Brotherhood event. Its a kind of welcoming event for the newcomers in English Department. We will discuss it later in a different post. In this post I will just tell you the main part. Then at the end of 2014, of course there are Christmas and New Year.

Besides Christmas, on December I had to stay in a hospital for 5 years. Hehe I mean days, 5 days felt like a full 5 years in a hospital. I got DBD (Demam Berdarah Dengue). It was so, I dont know, in fact I got enough food, snacks, entertainment, etc. Yet I felt there was nothing comfort me. But, alright we will discuss it on a separate post also.

Another main line I had is in 2015. On January, we, ED 12 LU, held a field trip to Bali. It was so fun, the first and maybe the last for all of us to travel together as a collage students. Again, I will gladly share the moments in another post. Don't ever tired to wait :)

Thats all for now.
Hope you like my first post in 2015.

See yaa :)

8share (updated)

Hi there someone in front of the monitor.
If you decide to continue to read this entry, then you are a "lucky" someone. Why? Because this morning I would like to tell you about the coolest site I've ever visited. It is 8SHARE!

How can I say so? Because in 8share, you just need to "share" and get PAID! And it is free and real dude. Haha.

Beneran ini, aku sudah coba 8share, dan itu nyata. What you need to do is Sign Up, and share! As easy as that. Site ini cucok banget sama kamu-kamu yang sukanya online. Daripada onlinenya gak penting, mending online 8 share aja kan ya? Sign up gratis, dan dibayar pula, siapa yang bisa kasih penawaran sebaik itu? Yang lain banyak, tapi yang bisa dapet profit, ya ini niiih..
Interested in sharing and getting paid?

You can try it and sign up!
Need proof?

What are you waiting for? Sign up by clicking this
Bukan jebakan, bukan virus, dan bukan hal-hal semacam itu. Last words, trust me, it works! :D

Quiet Loving Month

Hi there..
Got nice days lately?
Good then ;)

Okay now we are in the second month of 2014, it's February. People said that February is the month of love, waeyo? Because on February, there's Valentine day that come up at the fourteenth day of February. How is it for you? Does this month make any sense to you? Or it is just as the same as other ordinary months? Maybe you do, maybe you don't, based on your own custom and belief. And the basic custom is Valentine is the day for you to show loves to others, and many people refer that to a romantic sense, it is about giving present to your special one and so on and so forth and so ah (?)

By the way, it's late when I write this, it's already at February 11, so it is getting close to the date of 14. Yeah, maybe for me, this February will be a good but quiet loving month. Why? Ya, because I will be having something that I don't expect I'll be having, haha that is confusing right? Yeah I know that :D I'm waiting..

Literally, I do hope that this month will be a great month, not only for me, but also for you.
Or, hope this one will be a better month than before, or last year's February.
Vanishing unhappiness, and bringing good news for me and for you, and
Enlighten us with a brand new and great spirit.
So, sit tight and see what's coming through!

Haha, actually I don't know what I was talking about :D
Hmm, hoping that there will be a good one, and only Chees-y Valentine this month. Looking forward for it!
See ya!

so [damn] close, yet unreachable

Hi there someone in front of the monitor :)

How are you?

I'm fine, thanks. How about you?

Me too, very well.

REALLY?!

Haha, apasih kang kang gak jelas, iya aku tau kok memang gak jelas, udahlah close aja deh! Haha gak jelas lagi toh :D ngggggg, selamat tahun baru ya semua, haha ini udah tanggal 6, malem pulaa, mungkin agak telat sih ngucapinnya, tapi  ya lebih baik telat daripada tidak sama sekali bukan? BUKAAAANNN!

Hehee, semoga di tahun baru ini, dapet semangat yang baru, dan bisa next level okay? OKAAAYYYYYY!

Yak.

Sekarang ini, aku sedang menjalani masa-masa Ujian Akhir Semester, iya ujian semester 3. Tapi, kok kamu gak belajar sih Yosua? Iya nih lagi macet, jadi ya aku buka blog aja, udah lama juga gak buka blog hehe :)

By the long-winded way, cepet kan udah ujian aja tau-tau haha? YaiYADONG cepet, rasanya aja cepet, kalau di pikir sih, lamaaaaa, jadi........ Yaudah sih gak usah dipikir! Iya ya gak aku pikirin, puas kamu?! Enggak, aku gak akan puas sebelum aku bisa bersamamu #KemudianGalau

Oke soal galau, yakin nih di tahun yang baru masih ada kegalauan yang sama di dalam hidupmu? Iya, aku minum DUA! Mungkin buat beberapa orang, masih ada, dan akan hal yang sama, itu bisa masalah keluarga, study, teman, mantan teman (eh?), atau bahkan teman hidup (termasuk calonnya), yah mau gimana dong, masalah perasaan itu beda, perasaan gak bisa di tolak men! Mensana in corporgalauesano, di dalam tubuh yang kuat, terselip galau yang hebat. Muachaha.

Hurting Tummy #2

Well, dudes and lady-dudes let us continue, hurting tummy #2!

In the last post I wanted to share something right? Tapi gak jadi karena peyut acu atit hiks :(
Oke skip, kita lanjut ya, hm, tapi masalahnya sih, aku lupa sebenernya mau bahas apa di post yang lalu, haha so lets go forth.

Sekarang aku sudah di semester 3 FKIP Bahasa Inggris Universitas Lampung. semester 3 berarti sudah tingkat dua nih, dan ya, udah punya adik tingkat hihi, apa yang berbeda dengan tahun sebelumnya? Oh jelas beda, di tahun kedua ini, merasa banget tambah kece, halah. Merasa banget kalau kuliahnya itu nyesss beratnya, entah kenapa ya, atau karena terlena liburan yang hampir dua bulan itu? Atau aku saja yang merasa berat? Atau karena memang kuliahnya yang lebih berat? Ah entahlah itu bukan urusanku, pecahkan saja gelasnya, biar gaduh.

Pict for Eyo

 

Edlyn, minta dieditin foto tuh, dia sepupu dan dia cewek, dan, yang kiri atau yang kanan hayo? Haha, yang keliatan cewek aja deh ya, hmmm, unfortunately, semua keliatan kayak cewek sepertinya, ngok -..-

Hurting Tummy #2

Hello again friends of a friend :)
This is the 'expansion set' of my last post entitled "Hurting Tummy #1" haha :D

Tentu sekarang SBMPTN sudah berlalu kan ya?
Menurutku, apapun hasilnya di tanggal 12 Juli 2013 nanti, itu adalah yang terbaik buatmu. Dan buat several people who is accepted in two or more universities, don't forget to pray, and let God decide which is the best for you. Kalau kamu sudah "settled" di suatu universitas, pasti kamu merasa itulah yang paling baik buatmu, ya at least it works on me, it is really working. Oh ya dan juga, jangan lupa minum susu #laaah

Okay skip. Actually in my last post I want to share something right? And yah, the problem is, I forgot what I want to write about. Haha, let's just start with something new. Due to this post's title, it stated about some-kind of stomachache, but actually I really don't want to talk about that. But that's not mean that we aren't talking about the title, it's just not only the title which we are going to be shared, ya whatever, the main idea of this post is sharing. :D

Let's start.

Hari ini aku dan Didi ngurus masalah baju angkatan, entah kenapa ini udah 2 bulan kok belum jadi-jadi juga baju kita ini, mbaknya ditelfon gak diangkat, di-sms gak dibales, didatengi tempat kerjanya gak ada, eh dibuka bajunya malah diem aja, haha, oke yang terakhir itu becanda aja kok :3
Karena saking geramnya ya kami tunggulah mbaknya yang udah bales sms katanya bakalan dateng selepas maghrib, oke aku meunggu, dan ini dari jam 5 aku nunggunya. Menjelang maghrib, Didi dateng dengan membawa tangan kosong. Maksudnya kan ya mbok yo bawa makanan gitu lho, haha :D

Yaudin kita tunggu sampai selepas magrhib, eh tapi kok gak dateng-dateng gitu kan. Mana belum mandi pula kan, perut pun mulai berkonser, yah alhasil kepala mulai nyut. But that's okay, tried to be responsible. Tapi, oke, ini bete banget, kenapa? Karena nomor si mbak konveksi ini kok tak aktif? Gila kan, udah disuruh nunggu, masih aja ngotak. Karena Didi mau sholat, so yaudah aku ditinggal sendiri selama beberapa menit, ya ada lah setengah jaman, jaman Paleolitikum.

Hurting Tummy #1

Selamat malam semua.
Selamat bersiap juga ya buat teman-teman SMA maupun Alumni yang besok bakal SBMPTN. Do your best, then whatever the result is, believe that that is the best for you. God Bless You.

Okay actually I want to write about something, but ya, due to my hurting tummy right now, and it REALLY hurts, I decided not to make this post longer, thanks ya, see you.

Don't Play It as Delicious as Your Forehead!

Selamat tengah malam sayang, hahaha, ngomong sama siapa mbel? -,-
Lagi lagi late posting, karena can't sleep well, entah kenapa jari-jemariku yang mungil ini memencet keyboard dan membuka blog, dan akhirnya timbul gairah untuk menulis sesuatu di blogku ini, yah mungkin gak penting sih, but ya that's all okay, in my time of need, nothing useless..

I believe that everybody, semua orang, every single one, has her/his own privacy, am I right?

Ya you're damn right syob!


Of course, I'm great you knoww, I really am. Uhuk -,-

And I guess, we will feel so annoyed if our privacy is disturbed. I know someone who does, I mean someone whose privacy is disturbed. And guess what? Dia got really surely absolutely mad at some-freaking-one who hacked privacy-nya, ya dia marah, kecewa, dan yah, aku tak tau lagi apa yang dia rasain, tapi entah kenapa kok akupun ikut merasa kemarahan itu. Dan anehnya kok kayaknya malah aku yang misuh-misuh gitu ya, eeh setelah di cek ternyata aku lagi halangan hahaha salah kan -,-

Tapi pada akhirnya dia tau siapa yang melakukan hal sebegitunya, dan kamu tau? Ada hal yang sedikit aneh. Begini kisahnya, aku diceritain sama dia, konon katanya, dia nanya ke seseorang yang dia rasa orang itulah yang melakukan hal kamu-tau-apa. Sebut saja temanku ini Bunga, dan orang yang melakukan ini Bangke, dan kalo digabung jadi Bunga Bangke, ah apasih, oke skip. ikan hiu ikan cucut. yuuuu lanjut.

Begini:
Bunga bertanya ke Bangke, begini:

Hm kamu buka akun aku ya?

Bangke membalas:

Ah enggak tuh, kenapa memangnya?

Ini kok tak bisa aku buka, kamu hack?

Lho kok bisa? Enggak aku gak ngehack kok, buat apa juga aku ngehack?

Bunga mulai kesel, jadi dia menahan diri dan minum susu beruang untuk meredam amarahnya. Bunga pun membalas lagi.

Beneran? Tak apa kok kalau memang iya, aku tak marah, aku hanya mengharap kejujuran kamu saja.

Bangke membalas:

Iya beneran, kan udah aku bilang buat apa juga aku hack akun kamu, apa untungnya buat aku.

Bunga makin merasa kesal, karena Bunga cukup yakin kalau Bangke-lah yang menghack akunnya, tapi Bunga memilih untuk sabar dan minum susu beruang lagi. Tapi dalam hatinya Bunga berkata ''Dasar Bangke, diem-diem bau!'' haha becanda itu, Bunga memilih untuk sabar dan tetap sopan.
Bungapun membalas:

Oh yasudah kalo gitu, thanks ya.

Okay = Kata Bangke

See, Bangke bersikeras dia tak melakukan, ya kan.
Tapi, Kemudian, Dan, Lalu, akhirnya setelah beberapa hari, keanehan terjadilah, apaa itu? Bangke mengaku kalau dialah yang menghack akun si Bunga. Aneh yah. Dan Bunga ini bercerita ke aku, inilah yang membuatku merasa, apa ya, ya merasa aneh, kenapa si Bangke ini sebegitu plin-plannya gitu, kemarin bilang enggak sampai seolah benar2 enggak, eh ternyata benar dia yang melakukannya. Dasar Bangke, diem-diem bau! Dan ya dengar2 sih ini gak terjadi hanya satu kali, tapi dua kali, haha :p

Yah intinya sih bukan si Bangke ya guys, tapi intinya bagaimana kita bisa menghargai privacy orang lain, walaupun dia orang terdekat kita sekalipun, pasti setiap orang punya privacy yang hanya dia dan Tuhan yang tau, walau dia temanmu, sahabatmu, maupun pacarmu, hargailah privacy-nya, khususnya yang pacar nih, belum saatnya kalian tau semuanya tentang pacar kalian, yang dibutuhkan ya saling percaya kan? Pada saatnya, percayalah, kalian akan memahami satu sama lain, dan bisa mengerti privacy masing-masing.

So lads, don't play someone's privacy as delicious as your forehead!
Artinya adalah, Jangan mainkan privasi seseorang seenak jidatmu! Haha ;D

Okay guys malam ini hanya ini, tak ada sesi curcol kok tenanggg tenang hihi ;p
See you :)

ZONA KRITIS

Selamat tengah malam semua #gagalsapakarenapostingtengahmalam #maafyakalauwaktunyagaktepat #hashtagkepanjangan #dokmat #yatrusngapa
And baby, it's not alright, I feel I am not okay, how about you? :')

Eungg, pernah sakit kan? Pasti pernah, karena setiap orang pastilah pernah sakit. Terkadang sakitnya ringan, terkadang sakit parah kan? Ya, gw ingat gw pernah sakit, gak ringan sih, tapi gak parah juga, hm, okay flash back, sakit cacar kelas 3 SD, rambut kutuan kelas 4 SD plus gatel-gatel di kaki (itu nyebelin banget, apalagi kutuan iyeuh gatel keapala ini syob!), mulai terkena maag lulusan SMP, sakit pilek sepanjang tahun pas musim hujan dan wabah pilek menerjang (yaiyalah), dan ya sakit hati selepas SMA #eeh
Yang terakhir becanda kok, hehe, yaaa sebenernya sih semenjak kuliah ini jadi sakit jiwa, ciah makin salah :3

Dan sebenernya gw gatelan gitu pas awal kuliah ini, dan ya ada sedikit masalah dengan kepala :')
Entah kenapa kok mewabah gatelan gitu (at that time), dan ya akhirnya banyak bekas luka di beberapa bagian tubuh gw, dan you know what? Butuh waktu empat (4) bulan men biar bekas lukanya hilaaaang, hmm -,- lamo nian kan. But that's okay, gw sabar kok, sabar menunggu, asal bisa bener2 ilang, hoho, dan gw tau pasti bisa hilang bekasnya, walau gak ilang total, kan ada beberapa bagian yang susah hilang bekasnya, termasuk bekas luka hati, hahaha ngawur kamu! Becanda kok :)
But that's all okay aku sudah gak gatal lagi, sudah sehatt :3

Sekarang juga penyakit yang timbul kembali adalah lupaan, entah kenapa gampang lupa akhir2 ini, hmmm, lupa motokopi buku(sekali doang), lupa tugas(kadang), lupa mandi(sering), lupa pake daleman(tiap malem #eeh), lupa kalo jomblo(asem -,-), dan lupa-lupa lainnya yang sangat sulit sekali dikatakan, karena apa? karena gw LUPA, hihi :D sudahlah lupakan saja :3

Okay lanjut, ini lebih ke serius ya.
Gw merasa sedang berada di sebuah zona kritis, zona itu menentukan antara hidup dan mati, hihi lebay, tapi bener lho, apa gw bisa melewati zona itu? Kalau gw bisa melewatinya, I will be greater, I will be 'next level', and I pray for that, God Bless me, amen :)

Bye..