What is Now

Hi.
It turned out that it has already new year, and now its 2016.
Still, I remain the same. Handsome and awesome.
But, I havent finished my study, am still struggling to finish my study and finally got a simply "S.Pd." Hmm, its not that simple, I rethink. :D

Last post is on March 2015. There I said I would share my thoughts and feels, yet I havent been able to write, or maybe I just got no intended intention to intent to write.

Alright, let's just skip.
I more likely want to share about what I feel, now.
Now I am on the edge of my study in ED-LU. On the edge means that soon I will get my title. But, I guess something is up against me. You know what? Its myself. No. They are myself, and myself. Two opposite sides. Arguing each other. Spending to much time to talk and mantain the next step.

Myself 1 : Hey, you should keep it for you!
Myself 2 : No, it is ought to be told! Please do tell!
Me          : Shut up both of you. Its my turn to decide.

And Me, I, decided not to tell; following myself.

Myself 1 : Hmm, it looks like you should cope with this.
Myself 2 : Ah, that's ridiculous. You can't do that. Not alone.
Me          : Hmm, I will muster myself.

And Me, I, decided to cope; following myself.

Myself 1 ; Look, that's what you get!
Myself 2 : Hmm, it's nothing, you're greater than this.
Me          : Was it? Am I?

And Me, I, decided to be here; following myself.

The  story of Me, myself and myself has not indicating that it would come to an end.
For sure, we, who are good, will get what is good.
So, be good.
Happy happy :)