What is Now #2

Hi.
By looking at my last post, wow its really something. Last post of mine was on January 2016.
That means I have not written anything for more than a year. Haha, many things have passed.

Let's talk about now.
I, sometimes to often, wonder why I write things on my blog. If I get to think about that, I found a simple answer, which are - memories. I create something more, not merely just a writing. Why so? I have some reasons. Let's talk :)

First, recently, I found out a picture of someone in my g-drive's photo album. Its not a 'no one', its 'someone' haha if you know hat I mean. Later on I will write about her. Yes! Its a her hehe. Okay, kembali ke laptop, It turned out that I had written something and I put her picture inside. It has already been 4 years, in 2013 to be exact. It made me realize that, wow, it is interesting how something in the past affect some others in the future. That is one. What we have done in the past somehow affects what is now.

Second, I found out how hyperbolic I was. Oh God haha when I re-read my writings, I thought on myself "Really? Is that you, Yosua? How could you be that funny, and lil bit weird and alay?" Haha. But that is the funny part, even I don't want to delete my older posts. Someday, I will gladly re-read my posts and hopefully, smile all the way. It makes me realize how far I have grown. Then, the writings can help me to grow. And I think For the future, I want to fill in this blog with something more useful. There will always be story, then I hope, I can make a good story of my life, and make them as blessings o others. That is two. The writings help me grow better.

Last, back to the start. Its all about memories. Memories still, someone told me that. So, this is the most part: memories. By writing, it somehow brings back memories. Its true that not all memories are good. Because there are bad past and good past. Still, I suppose that memories still, and memories can be tokens for us whether we should or shouldn't 'repeat' the bad past. Past cannot be changed. What past is past. We should look forward, and make the future be the best version of ourselves. That is three. What past is past, and future surely looks brighter.

Ending: God holds our future, He holds my future. Making future be the best version of myself? Sounds really good to me.

See you.